Destiny
God never explains His reason, why
He finalize someone’s soul. I know people around me, i always hear the death of
someone who are very kind. Why don’t it is bad person who never cares in each?
Or God gives opportunity for them who do crimes and give them chance to repentant.
God doesn’t directly explain why He took someone (who are very kind)’s soul. by
living and moving on, seeking of wisdom after someone’s dead, you will
understand that you are already strong enough to be chosen to feel someone
that you love death.
Sun is still bright yellow right?,
and you still can’t count the stars right?. As long as it is bright yellow, you
are still who you are. As long as the stars uncountable we might count together
and make uncountable wishes. I am your friend, your best friend (if you feel
so) and i will never let you cry for a very long time. You see, i can’t do
anything except pray for your determined and become stronger. I even can’t ask
to God or to sacrifice my own body for him who dead at that night. You see, i
was only sitting down next you arrested my tears while my heart was tiring, i
only watched your hastily. And gave my little help by opening dormitory’s gate
for you. I ran to look for taxi for you (because there wasn’t public
transportation at that time) i hadn’t time to say good bye or even a hug.
Alfa my best friend i wish you were
strong enough, you brought two of your sisters here Beta and Tetta. That night
while we were watching movie together, you accepted your Dad’s call and your
face turned sad. I wasn’t still didn’t know the reason. Tetta also accepted her
family’s call and directly cried aloud. I was staying stupid and didn’t know
what happened. You prepared your self and your sisters to go home speedly. I
watched o’clock and told you how will you go home? Because in that time there’s
no public transportation at all. While waiting for the gate’s key you told me
that Tetta’s father is dead. Father is almost half of her, i hadn’t no word to
say and ran for taxi. I told Alfa to message me but i accidently left my phone
in my bedroom.
I worried about you i cried last
night. I didn’t know what to do ore, i took ablusion and prayed. Tetta while
you were crying i got something that your father must be the best one in your
life. And your mother kept a secret from you that your father is sick. You are
still young and has many days ahead you. Tetta in this beauty world i never
feel any realition with someone named father. For me by having many great
teachers and kind person are already my father. Father isn’t always live in one
house or part of your blood, for me my father is everyone who gives me
motivation and life without any regrets. What about you? Hard? Yes it is.
Because you may need more from him. For me, it is enough to have teachers and
great man to be my father. Although they wouldn’t realize that. i hope you
might understand this. In this beauty world you still have many friends that
going to understand you they are better than your boyfriend, until you realize
that your friends are always with you. Don’t have father, doesn’t mean lost
anything.
You
have been chosen as a strong girl one day, you are not alone.
(
dunia boleh menjatuhkan kita, tapi kita bisa memilih untuk tetap bangkit)
For
my best friend Alfa, it cannot put into words. You are my mother!!!
For
Tetta, you are not alone (BANGKIT)
Putriyana Asmarani
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